I might be gay

Also, say SHUT THE HELL UP if you loooooove penis.

The World.

it's no joke

Stargirlight
Posted by Twilight Oct. 8, 2009 @ 5:44 PM EDT

Made at the request of EJR

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December 12th, 2023
5:24 a.m.
Madrid, Spain

"Truly, madly. Don't you know I hardly sleep anymore; again it's after four...." I sang, strumming my guitar, through the empty, cold streets. This part of town was usually deserted until noon, only yo be left occupied by some of them. Yet, only I knew they existed. Only I knew.

I was shit at it, I know. It wasn't the guitar that mattered, though. It was the words. The words that would summon them. They came to their song. I wanted one. I wanted a Stargirl.

"I go slightly..."

I heard footsteps. I grinned.

"Crazy nightly..."

They stopped. I turned. My smile widened.

"Thinking of how to win your love. But the best I can do is dream of you. What's your name, little Stargirl?" I could only see a silhouette, but I could tell it was one of them. She was short, teenager short. "No say?"

"It's..." I heard her whisper.

"There's no other underneath my cover. But the thought of you-"

"You skipped a part."

"I know." I strummed and playfully walked towards her. I added a skip to my step. She still stood her ground. "Hold you near, until you disappear. What's your name, little one?"

She said nothing.

"In the morning light; at least you were mine for the night." I was still smiling.

"It's Twilight," she'd told me. Then she disappeared. I turned.

The sun was coming out.

can be oh so fickle. Messed up things happen to not so messed up people and vice versa. Shit can be depressing man

Got out of the hospital a earlier today/yesterday whatever it's late. I have pneumonia and shit. Was sick for like the past 5/6 days and only went to the hospital yesterday because I'm a retard. Food was ok, and it wasn't a bad experience. I'm insured, woot. They gave me lots of stuff and stuff, it was cool. When they drew my blood they said my veins are deep and I think that means I'm fat so it was taking a long time and so I looked. And then I threw up because I was like "Hey that's a needle in me taking my blood that's in that vial." haha. And they transferred me to another hospital too. I'm Tired,

It's been a long time since I got sick. This is lame sort of.

It's not even hard.

At least for me. My mommy told me today that I had the "fat genes" from her family and I'm like whatever, lol.

A lot

I'm lonely..

But she makes me so happy when I think of her

I feel fantastic! and I never felt the same as how I do right now. Cept for maybe when I think how I felt that day when I felt the way that I do right now, right now.