Stargirlight
Posted by Twilight Oct. 8, 2009 @ 5:44 PM EDT

Made at the request of EJR

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December 12th, 2023
5:24 a.m.
Madrid, Spain

"Truly, madly. Don't you know I hardly sleep anymore; again it's after four...." I sang, strumming my guitar, through the empty, cold streets. This part of town was usually deserted until noon, only yo be left occupied by some of them. Yet, only I knew they existed. Only I knew.

I was shit at it, I know. It wasn't the guitar that mattered, though. It was the words. The words that would summon them. They came to their song. I wanted one. I wanted a Stargirl.

"I go slightly..."

I heard footsteps. I grinned.

"Crazy nightly..."

They stopped. I turned. My smile widened.

"Thinking of how to win your love. But the best I can do is dream of you. What's your name, little Stargirl?" I could only see a silhouette, but I could tell it was one of them. She was short, teenager short. "No say?"

"It's..." I heard her whisper.

"There's no other underneath my cover. But the thought of you-"

"You skipped a part."

"I know." I strummed and playfully walked towards her. I added a skip to my step. She still stood her ground. "Hold you near, until you disappear. What's your name, little one?"

She said nothing.

"In the morning light; at least you were mine for the night." I was still smiling.

"It's Twilight," she'd told me. Then she disappeared. I turned.

The sun was coming out.

can be oh so fickle. Messed up things happen to not so messed up people and vice versa. Shit can be depressing man

Got out of the hospital a earlier today/yesterday whatever it's late. I have pneumonia and shit. Was sick for like the past 5/6 days and only went to the hospital yesterday because I'm a retard. Food was ok, and it wasn't a bad experience. I'm insured, woot. They gave me lots of stuff and stuff, it was cool. When they drew my blood they said my veins are deep and I think that means I'm fat so it was taking a long time and so I looked. And then I threw up because I was like "Hey that's a needle in me taking my blood that's in that vial." haha. And they transferred me to another hospital too. I'm Tired,

It's been a long time since I got sick. This is lame sort of.

It's not even hard.

At least for me. My mommy told me today that I had the "fat genes" from her family and I'm like whatever, lol.

I feel fantastic! and I never felt the same as how I do right now. Cept for maybe when I think how I felt that day when I felt the way that I do right now, right now.

Friendship :D

:'(

We're friends again. I think.

Shikamarana: dude
Shikamarana: look at jade
Shikamarana: dem lipssssssssssssss
GoryHazard: lmfao
Shikamarana: no seriously
Shikamarana: you dont agree?
GoryHazard: lmfao
Shikamarana: what
Shikamarana: are you gay?
GoryHazard: ya i might be
GoryHazard: Not really
GoryHazard: She's kinda ugly imo
Shikamarana: wut
GoryHazard: And she doesn't have any lips.
Shikamarana: yeah she does
GoryHazard: I don't see them
GoryHazard: Tell her lips or gtfo
GoryHazard: She looks like she's growling
Shikamarana: dont think shes paying attention
GoryHazard: that ain't right
Shikamarana: Lololol
GoryHazard: and she makes the gayest faces
Shikamarana: dude you're mean
GoryHazard: pfft
GoryHazard: What are you gonna do
Shikamarana: Dude look at her
GoryHazard: Tell her?
Shikamarana: shes adorable
Shikamarana: tell her what?
GoryHazard: lmfao
GoryHazard: She looks clumsy.
Shikamarana: clumsy?
GoryHazard: CLUMSY
Shikamarana: what does that mean?
GoryHazard: like doofy
Shikamarana: how does one "look" clumsy?
GoryHazard: lmfao
GoryHazard: shut up
GoryHazard: she looks doofy
Shikamarana: you mean like
Shikamarana: mildly retarded?
GoryHazard: ya
Shikamarana: I'm sorry
Shikamarana: that was a terrible joke
GoryHazard: k brb
GoryHazard: k back
GoryHazard: what were you saying about nothing
Shikamarana: huh
GoryHazard: Oh you were talking about how Jade is mildly retarded
GoryHazard: she's drooling look
Shikamarana: that was you
GoryHazard: whatever
Shikamarana: thatd be hot
GoryHazard: look at all that spit
GoryHazard: srsly
GoryHazard: what an ass
Shikamarana: i want her
Shikamarana: to spit on my dick
GoryHazard: whoa
GoryHazard: whoa whoa
GoryHazard: whoa
Shikamarana: hardcore deepthroat gagging
Shikamarana: seriously
GoryHazard: sickoooooooo
Shikamarana: lol
GoryHazard: ur lame lol
Shikamarana: wut
Shikamarana: twilight
GoryHazard: ?
Shikamarana: what does haneen look like?
GoryHazard: Really want to know?
GoryHazard: Or just being a dick
GoryHazard: ?
Shikamarana: yes
Shikamarana: i mean really wanna know
GoryHazard: k
GoryHazard: Black hair
GoryHazard: Big blue eyes
GoryHazard: Or maybe gray
GoryHazard: I don't remember
GoryHazard: They were really nice eyes
Shikamarana: what were her nipples like?
GoryHazard: Lol weirdo
Shikamarana: what
GoryHazard: They were regulat nipples.
Shikamarana: you're not gonna tell me?
GoryHazard: regular*
Shikamarana: what does that mean?
Shikamarana: pink or brown?
GoryHazard: pink
Shikamarana: how big?
GoryHazard: not that big
GoryHazard: why do you want to know lol
Shikamarana: just curious
Shikamarana: twilight
GoryHazard: ?
Shikamarana: jade's nipples
GoryHazard: offs
Shikamarana: ?
GoryHazard: lol you're so dead.
Shikamarana: dead?
GoryHazard: Dead
Shikamarana: by who?
Shikamarana: you or jade?
GoryHazard: by me
GoryHazard: you dick
Shikamarana: why?
Shikamarana: im sorry
GoryHazard: stop talking to me about jade
Shikamarana: ok
GoryHazard: you creep me out man
Shikamarana: im sorry
GoryHazard: >:C
Shikamarana: awwww
Shikamarana: you started it
GoryHazard: no
GoryHazard: you were all
Shikamarana: you publisized this
GoryHazard: omg jade lips
GoryHazard: suck my dick
Shikamarana: i would love to
GoryHazard: GAY
Shikamarana: maybe
Shikamarana: no but not rly
GoryHazard: lol
Shikamarana: i want to be bukkaked
GoryHazard: Why are you telling me this?
Shikamarana: by you and jade
Shikamarana: and fyndir
GoryHazard: oh ffs
Shikamarana: i dunno
Shikamarana: for fun
GoryHazard: hahahaha
Shikamarana: No seriously
Shikamarana: its not that weird
GoryHazard: lmfao
Shikamarana: its like
Shikamarana: you know
Shikamarana: semen
Shikamarana: its so cool
Shikamarana: ejaculation is fascinating
GoryHazard: lol
GoryHazard: I'm not Madii.
Shikamarana: you seriously dont think jade is hot though?
Shikamarana: MADII?
Shikamarana: wait what
Shikamarana: what about madii?
GoryHazard: STOP ASKING ME ABOUT JADE
Shikamarana: ok
GoryHazard: And also Madii cause
Shikamarana: whats this about madii?
GoryHazard: Someone told me masturbation scares her
Shikamarana: seriously?
Shikamarana: ever asked her
Shikamarana: yourself?
GoryHazard: Asked her what
GoryHazard: About masturbation lolno
Shikamarana: about masturbation
Shikamarana: lol
Shikamarana: ask her if she masturbates
Shikamarana: i dare you
GoryHazard: Ask who?
Shikamarana: she still have you blocked?
Shikamarana: madii
GoryHazard: yeppers
Shikamarana: AND jade
Shikamarana: JADE TOO
Shikamarana: FOR FUN
GoryHazard: ask jade okay
Shikamarana: ok
GoryHazard: look at her face
GoryHazard: i just asked
Shikamarana: LOLOLOLOL
Shikamarana: I asked
GoryHazard: omg fag
GoryHazard: JadeNG: Not telling youuuuuu
Shikamarana: nice
GoryHazard: weirdo
Shikamarana: yeah
Shikamarana: i get told that a lot
GoryHazard: meh
GoryHazard: so what else can we do
Shikamarana: what
GoryHazard: besides ask jade if she masturbates
Shikamarana: what do you mkean?
Shikamarana: lol
Shikamarana: im gonna ask madii
GoryHazard: tell her to unblock me :C
Shikamarana: awww shes not online anymore
GoryHazard: :CCCCCCCCCC
Shikamarana: ok next time
GoryHazard: :CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC
Shikamarana: wut
GoryHazard: well
GoryHazard: ?
Shikamarana: hrm?
GoryHazard: what do we doooooo
GoryHazard: im bored
Shikamarana: unblock me
Shikamarana: from everything
Shikamarana: that hurt man
GoryHazard: you're unblocked from my page and inbox
Shikamarana: twitter
GoryHazard: later
Shikamarana: and msn
Shikamarana: msn
Shikamarana: msn
Shikamarana: i wont annoy you anymore
Shikamarana: i promise
Shikamarana: hey
Shikamarana: wahat happens
Shikamarana: if you invite a contact into a three way convo in msn
Shikamarana: when theyre blocked by the other
Shikamarana: like you me and madii
GoryHazard: i dunno
Shikamarana: we should find out
GoryHazard: k
GoryHazard: who's online
Shikamarana: um
GoryHazard: that i also have
GoryHazard: got techno?
Shikamarana: yes
GoryHazard: k try it with him
Shikamarana: ok
Shikamarana: he says your not on
GoryHazard: D:
GoryHazard: Oh tell him I'm beware
Shikamarana: beware?
GoryHazard: ya
GoryHazard: goes with that little message thing
Shikamarana: hrm?
Shikamarana: oh
Shikamarana: ok

She's my best friend :D